Something has got to change, something has got to give...

I haven't updated this blog for a while, again, been almost about a month I'd guess. I've been pretty busy in my own life outside of my internets. Busy with what? Well, work, for one. My job's been getting tougher and tougher, yet easier and easier each week. Other than that, I've been busy with doing absolutely nothing at all.

What's that mean? How can I be busy doing nothing at all? Pretty simple, actually. It means that for one reason or another, I have either been unable to do anything, or unwilling to do anything. I have my new Canon 20D camera which I absolutely love. I take it to work with me every day, actually, just so I'd have it with me, you know, just in case. Although in all honesty, I haven't even used it too terribly much. A few random shots around the house, pics of the animals, my wife (although she hates those of course), a SacTweetup.com tweetup at Panera Bread--which is surprisingly quite a great place to eat, and one fun afternoon hanging out with a long-time friend for the first time in over a year. Other than that though, nothing. Quite sadly.

I also have a few web projects that I need to work on and get launched, but I can never seem to do ANYTHING on ANY of them. This is really infuriating. I get to the point to where I would like to work on them, but I can't--work, home stuff, etc. And then when I DO have the time to do so, I sit at the computer scratching my ass wondering wtf to do.

And then I end up playing WoW instead. I almost didn't start writing this post and played WoW. I probably will right after this post, too.

I can feel myself in this huge emotional/creative sinkhole. Why, I can't quite say. What I do know is I am having one hell of a time of actually DOING anything, and it's making me even more upset. And hungry. Literally. I need some food, but I don't feel like making anything.

Anyways... This was all kicked off by Zack Arias' recent video for Scott Kelby, called Transform, and it's really gotten my head into a spin even more than it already was. Reading Zack's bio was equally inspiring.

Now I have to be able to bring all of this together. The ideas, the inspiration, the dedication, and the confining resources that have been burdening me. I have to find a way to get out of this horrid funk and actually do something.

It all just seems so far away and impossible to accomplish...